No one will visit this blog since blog is being dominated by facebook but i still feel like writing it down here because it's a more quiet place LOL

Now my i dunno how to describe my life now, happy? screwed? i dunno myself

i am soon to be 18 already, no matter how i try to control myself, i seems can't
get it over my head

it's something that what a guy needs the most

to me, i had a different definition of what that thing is,

that's why i trying my best to do it my way

but i don't seems to be reaching my own target

so, my 2nd year in poly start's now, with lot's of uncertainties in between

I want to score well,and to do that i must eliminate all extra thought, but i never been able to get off that important thing inside my head, it's running inside my head even i am sleeping

As much i would like to make that into reality, i ask myself, am i fit to do that?

I dunno the answer myself, whenever i see the special one, i dunno is that love or not

I am looking for my definition of love, if i don't do correctly the first time whenever it may happen, i will leave regret for myself

I will try my best of course, to find if everything fit's into my puzzle correctly...

Name:NG POH CHEONG
Age:17 this year
Birth Date: 25th August 1993(So proud of it)
School: Singapore PolyTechnic, Diploma in Business Infomation Technology
Employed by: Mcdonald's
My belief: Nothing is by luck or coincidence, it's simply inevitable for it to happen.
My hobbies:Study?Play?Sleep?Eat?Read?Sport? Guess it yourself :)
What i am: A boring Person, juz standing beside me can hear water drip(If you knew what that means)
Am i really myself? All my motivation to do things comes from others , level of it also the same -.-
-.-ll

I wish...
to ace in my poly studies no matter what
to play to the fullest no matter what
to find my truth self no matter what
to realise who am i no matter what
to travel around the world no matter what
not to lose myself in my complicated life
and so much more...

P.S I dunno where the dashes came from, trying to figure it out :(
LMX
Chee Hao
Di En
En Cheng
Ernest
Jorython
Iman
MingHui
Camille
Jiaying
Carol
Rosabel
Shahliza
Wei yang
Nabawiiyah
Liyana
MiaoXia
Melvin